Ich habe einen sooo dicken Hals, überall in der Welt kann man SMS versenden, surfen oder ein simples Telefonat führen. Ob in den Wüsten von Abu-Dhabi, im Dschungel von Borneo oder im Golf von Cortez, Baja California – in Deutschland ist dies jedoch ein Abenteuer, selbst an einem Hauptbahnhof kein Netz, SMS konnte nicht versendet werden, keine Verbindung ins Internet, probieren Sie es bitte später noch einmal. Grrr.

Yay! Today sees my first walk outside in ages and tomorrow my attempt reconnecting my life with the people I cherish and care about. I am still very weak, my legs don't want to go my brain wants them to move – everything is painful, more a fight than a flight. But I am in good spirit, look towards a better future, remembering my many dreams I had before tragedy did unfold.

My wonderful editor has finished first sight of my upcoming book, tells me everytime how fantastic my writing is. Apart from the usual filling words etc still needing to vanish the script. I would love to comply, I am as eager seeing Jennings in the shops as the tax office lol, but I am into too much pain and fatique to concentrate on anything else than getting healthy again.

In other words, I am alive but still not well. Enjoy your week, I will try, too.

Arrrgh! Hospitals are boring, especially when waking up in one. I am hungry, in a lot of abdominal pain and definately very moody today, bored to death. My mind rebels at this site. Give me thoughts, let me out of my misery. Yeah.

… the famous Sandokan flag. Thank you. To all of you.